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I did write a post, and I knew without a doubt it was an iffy one, I wonder if I should have written it in the first place....enuff said, tomorrow will tell. I had the grandsons this weekend. Fun...they are ok, until they get bored....I am not set...

My 2 Cents

So...I have read a lot of the threads of people having anxiety issues, panic attacks. I certainly havent suffered to the extent that I am reading about, but my son has....and while he was living under my roof, I was his target, for over 4 effing...

Dumb and dumber

It's been yrs since I had kids in school...I have grandkids of course, but the involvement isnt as heavy unless its your own. A few yrs. ago, my oldest took his kids out of public school and had them going to his churches school. In all it didnt...

A Nothing day in the life of..............

My last day off and I spent it sweeping up glass all over  in the back...we had a nasty blow through, at 70mph..it grabbed my patio table and smashed it(glass top), broke the umbrella into many parts...go figure, this hit before we were barely awake....

adhd

Hey Im back, didnt think I had any more in me to write today, tht is until I happened to read an article on Yahoo on  the MYTH'S about ADHD.....Got me on my pedistal all over again.... I actually hve 3 sons, dont know if I ever mentioned that...

TGIF

This has been a LONG week, and today is my Friday......lordy. to think back I tested out on the new system, spent another 16 hrs. at the range and qualified with both the glock and the shotgun...I am amazed at my old self....I do have 3 days off, but...

Good or Bad...here I come

I am determined to be real positive about going into work today.....I have to or I will drive myself nuts. I talked to another coworker and she said things had happened, but didnt say what.....so I guess I will see when I get there. I know the...

bangbangbang II

I did it....I qualified with the glock and the shotgun, and I had it done by noon...there were 2 others besides me qualifying..2 of us in fact got it done and out of the way and sat there for over 4 hrs...while the guy put the third one through it...

bangbangbangbang.........

3rd time out to the Range....wow, we went non stop for 8 hrs. As we hadnt been able to do any of this for almost a month due to the other training they are doing, time has become really limited... We spent the better part of the first half of the...

Jeepers creepers....yuck

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...I have a friggin mouse...Im not afraid of them, I just dont like them, not  by, around, near, or crawling up my foundation and under my siding....nope, no effing way. I was out in back, just checking on things, and saw one...

In a perfect world

In  a perfect world...everything would come out right the first time..In a perfect  world  people wouldnt be so quick to judge, wouldnt be waiting on the sideline for someone to fail, hoping for someone to fail................. In a perfect world,...

A good friend will.........

I have a close friend(yup I do actually have one) that is going through a real tough time with her home stuff. Her hubby of many years is a Nam vet with serious PTSD stuff going on. Lately its been worse than usual, enough for her to reach out to a...

Almost there........

So, last night I tested out on the new system....dont know why I was sweating that so much, it wasnt that bad, not really any harder than navigating my home computer, like when you book a flight, or shop on line.....same principle....I think it was...

Thank you.....came out the otherside and Im still alive.

Yesterday...HR was in...not just the HR, but the VP...wow, how did I rank that level of attention? She is a nice woman, I have met her before when she would come in for various trainings.., but had never dealt with her on a personal basis....I was a...

1 plz

One thing I have yet to conquer is cooking for 2. I unfortunately am still stuck in the mindset of cooking for a family. Out comes the community pot for whatever I can find to put together to feed the masses...except the masses are just the 2 of...

Rambling and wandering

One of the boyz picked me up and took down to a local eatery and let me order what I wanted....well, I wanted eggs/hashbrowns/toast.I dont make myself much to eat around here, usually I take a salad to work, maybe a half sandwich...or chips, and I...

1 day at a time

I had all 4 grandkids here yesterday for most of the day, and the oldest. this was supposed to be my day off. I love my babies, really I do, but not all at the same time, not when its dam near 100 degrees and the son is on his cell, talking at a...

things that make you go HMMMMM

I think I had a "there's your sign" moment last night.....well, atleast to me it was. It was rumbled about that one of our part-timers quit...not good, just for the manpower issue, not good because I really liked the guy...a gentle soul, honest as all...

ramblings and reasonings

I deleted a few of my posts after reading some of them. I know I didnt put any specifics(i.e. names, places) but if you know how to track a name, finding them wouldnt have been  difficult. I overheard a conversation in which another person was talking...

Observations of an old lady

Strange night it was , and I have to wonder how things are going to proceed throughout the rest of the summer.... I have been following my horriblescope, just seeing how much it matches up to life as I am living it and I'll be damned if it isnt...

old movies, or an old lady..

Today, because it was just too dam hot to go outside for any more than 2 minutes, I actually watched an old movie, not black/white old, just old for todays standards. Geez, I cried just as hard this time as I did the first time I saw it. "Urban...

I think I got unfriended!

Gettin up early today because I have a meeting downtown, seems a creditor is going after me, so whats new about that. Financially my life has been in the toilet forf a while and its hell trying to get back on level ground. but I thought I was doing...

why do we beat ourselves up?

I was going to try and get through the day without letting stuff get to me, but it circles around in my head and keeps coming to the top, why am I letting outside negativity get to me like this. your supposed to leave home life behind at work, so why...

Balloons... and the boss from hell

I blew up over 40 ballons with my son today..no, not by mouth, I would have been laying right out on the floor if I wouldve tried that. I went to his work with him and they do a lot of these "atta-boys" and give balloons to their people when they have...

Isolated.......

I guess I didn't realize how isolated I was until a certain phone call I got this morning. I have been at the same job for almost 25 yrs...its been  go to work,  come home, sleep..repeat. In the meantime I have raised my kids, seen them off to their...