just thoughts, some progress

Well, what do ya know, we got the lease signed for a place in AZ..I so need to get out of here. It seems like everyday there is something to snark, or sass about. Living with your children, whether you have to or not, is not the way to go. I have...

just thinking

I have accomplished yet another move, but not the one I wanted. We have ended up moved in with Son and DIL, which you can guess she is not very happy with.   She wouldnt dare say so,  simply because we are where their extra money comes from as I...

sigh.....................................................

So yesterday, a half hour before my shift is over, there stands my son outside the door and someone telling me it is an emergency. WTF...I had at this point been up for close to 20 hrs, I had Civilian Police training the day before which cut my down...

life is improving

I got through the "week of training" and go to "soft landing" on Monday. That is where you will be active on the floor, but you will have the assistance of  other associates/Teamleads to help you should you falter. I didnt do the phone in training,...

Staying on top

2 days into the new/old job and by gosh nd golly, the brain cells are waking up and I am remembering. Again, I am the only old lady, only white in the class....wtf, dont old white people work any  more? This is the job about the payday loans. I...

Wow

I got a call from one of the places I applied to....actually one of the first places I worked when I first got here, and wonders be, they were excited to hear from me. Could it be cause I am not a kid, or a drama queen, dont have a record and can give...

Long day

What a long day, this morning I had a interview, seems like I may have a job, I cannot take sitting around, much less trying to live on what I could bring home in less than 2 wks..dont like the poor thingie. Then, I had that Dr appt for JJ for the...

sigh

Twin 1 packed up his bedroom and down the road they all went. I dont know why I feel so weepy about this. atleast they took that son of hers with them. like omg.......that alone is worth a hoorah or 2. I tell ya, I do not have the patience for taking...

wah

My kid is helping his gf totally move into "thier" new place this weekend and wants to know if I am coming...ummmmm   NO. He says why not you can supervise. Hell thats just a different word for babysit...and after 2 wks of her young man...OH HELL NO....

Monday in Kansas

We had a short reprive, I am talking a couple of hours and he was right back here.....god dam all to hell. yesterday there was a big blowup here between me and the son...I was ready to start packing and move on. No skin off my ass, its his lease...

Hello, anyone out there????

Seems to me no one is here anymore. Well, life goes on I suppose. I dont expect anyone to pop out of the woodwork and throw a hello. I am just beginning to get it together. Lots of thoughts about relocation again. Son and his Amore' are talking about...

Popping in.....I am still here.....pffffffffft!!!

Things have been moving right along...T and I have definitivly decided to pack it up and move on to AZ as soon as kids lease is up. I guess it just going to be he and JJ and me. D has gottten himself a GF he is fairly serious about, I am talking...

wow

I am hiding in the basement because twin 2 in on a rampage as usual...good lord, why did i agree to have him here. I know, it was to save everything altogether , but fuck, is it going to be at the cost of the entire mental health of the entire family....

Here we go again

What is going on with this site, no one here anymore, given up on blogging? I have been living my own little hell. I went through the firing, laid low for a bit, had my cry, tried to work it out and it, well, I just have to give up on trying to...

Saturday Rant

It's going exactly the way I thought it would. Twin  2 is on his usual narcissitic rant, the way he always is. lord...But as a mom, I have had to do what I do. The both of them are out and about right now, exploring  god knows what. I got a call...

Popping in.....I am still here

I haven't written for a long time..I guess I have been hiding myself more than is healthy. I tend to stay away from any situation that requires me to interact with anyone. when I thought I was doing so well, I lost my job due to a displeased caller...

peeking back in here

Hi all it is so good to be back here, I did try the other site, but I dont feel at home there..isnt that odd, feeling home about a virtual no where. I have been doing the go to work, go home sleep retpeat. seems to be my lot in life. I am...

Saturday and its over 40

I am not ready to give up on thoughts yet..I feel at home here and I have just done too much moving to be able to acquaint myself with yet another blog site. Dont get me wrong, I have gone looking, followed others over there and looked around, even...

checking in

Elmo....where the heck are ya, I am loosed out here and feeling like I am talking to my ownself!! This is not a good thing, people might think I am gooing over the edge, waiting for me to start answering myself too! I went over tto this little...

tired

I need to get me a comfy chair for my 'MOMCAVE" got a desk, got a table, got me an office chair and I am thinking about a chair I can sit and read in, or crochet or what ever settles me down. I kind of wish I had it now. This week was the...

Its good to have your own junk

I admit it, I was layng low..busy as all get out, but not so that I couldnt check in once in a while and read a quick few posts, I have my own puter up and running for now, lets see how long it stays that way...same computer that almost blue-screened...

mumblings

I will go in tomorrow, not because I want to, but because I have to. If for no other reason, than to prove it to my self that I am good. Isnt is strange how I allowed them to take my own pride in myself and believe they were right in telling me what...

ugg

spam in chinese??? huh?? dont know, never got to see it. prolly couldnt read it anyway.  Louie, you went to school for it and I am trying to do it without the education to back it,and I went to school for law enforcement......go figure..why I am...

Tired with a capital T

I am here, really I am, just been reading, popping in here and there. I just haven had the time to put thoughts to paper so to speak. I have been in training for the entire month and this job is  bitch, fer real...I have never been in a computer...

ON and ON

Two weeks of insanity, Two weeks of training and out of  class of 23 people, only "1" passed, and according to her, by the skin of her teeth....then there was a take over, and it was worse the second time. Did they go through the test and...