Hello, anyone out there????

Seems to me no one is here anymore. Well, life goes on I suppose. I dont expect anyone to pop out of the woodwork and throw a hello. I am just beginning to get it together. Lots of thoughts about relocation again. Son and his Amore' are talking about...

Popping in.....I am still here.....pffffffffft!!!

Things have been moving right along...T and I have definitivly decided to pack it up and move on to AZ as soon as kids lease is up. I guess it just going to be he and JJ and me. D has gottten himself a GF he is fairly serious about, I am talking...

wow

I am hiding in the basement because twin 2 in on a rampage as usual...good lord, why did i agree to have him here. I know, it was to save everything altogether , but fuck, is it going to be at the cost of the entire mental health of the entire family....

Here we go again

What is going on with this site, no one here anymore, given up on blogging? I have been living my own little hell. I went through the firing, laid low for a bit, had my cry, tried to work it out and it, well, I just have to give up on trying to...

Saturday Rant

It's going exactly the way I thought it would. Twin  2 is on his usual narcissitic rant, the way he always is. lord...But as a mom, I have had to do what I do. The both of them are out and about right now, exploring  god knows what. I got a call...

Popping in.....I am still here

I haven't written for a long time..I guess I have been hiding myself more than is healthy. I tend to stay away from any situation that requires me to interact with anyone. when I thought I was doing so well, I lost my job due to a displeased caller...

peeking back in here

Hi all it is so good to be back here, I did try the other site, but I dont feel at home there..isnt that odd, feeling home about a virtual no where. I have been doing the go to work, go home sleep retpeat. seems to be my lot in life. I am...

Saturday and its over 40

I am not ready to give up on thoughts yet..I feel at home here and I have just done too much moving to be able to acquaint myself with yet another blog site. Dont get me wrong, I have gone looking, followed others over there and looked around, even...

checking in

Elmo....where the heck are ya, I am loosed out here and feeling like I am talking to my ownself!! This is not a good thing, people might think I am gooing over the edge, waiting for me to start answering myself too! I went over tto this little...

tired

I need to get me a comfy chair for my 'MOMCAVE" got a desk, got a table, got me an office chair and I am thinking about a chair I can sit and read in, or crochet or what ever settles me down. I kind of wish I had it now. This week was the...

Its good to have your own junk

I admit it, I was layng low..busy as all get out, but not so that I couldnt check in once in a while and read a quick few posts, I have my own puter up and running for now, lets see how long it stays that way...same computer that almost blue-screened...

mumblings

I will go in tomorrow, not because I want to, but because I have to. If for no other reason, than to prove it to my self that I am good. Isnt is strange how I allowed them to take my own pride in myself and believe they were right in telling me what...

ugg

spam in chinese??? huh?? dont know, never got to see it. prolly couldnt read it anyway.  Louie, you went to school for it and I am trying to do it without the education to back it,and I went to school for law enforcement......go figure..why I am...

Tired with a capital T

I am here, really I am, just been reading, popping in here and there. I just haven had the time to put thoughts to paper so to speak. I have been in training for the entire month and this job is  bitch, fer real...I have never been in a computer...

ON and ON

Two weeks of insanity, Two weeks of training and out of  class of 23 people, only "1" passed, and according to her, by the skin of her teeth....then there was a take over, and it was worse the second time. Did they go through the test and...

YAWN.......I need a nap

It seems the trainer changed our seats around, hmmm...still left me with the same peole, but on the other side of the room. She now has our table in the back of the room, and count them...4 desk top computers across 2 tables. kind of a tight fit back...

Working it through

The power must have gone out sometime last night. Hhow do I know, come out of the bedroom and have a half a dozen of those litle digital lights blinking from all corners of the room. I have never been good a resetting clocks and what ever so I am...

A little better every day

Week 1 is almost in the bucket, and let me tell you, it has been intense, tough, infinitely more involved than almost anything I have done to date...not tough, involved. Elmo, in the days of nurse, do you remember ever having to call in about DME's or...

Sunday ramblings

I start orientation and the new job tomorrow. This should be interesting. One of the Sups at the other job I was just at, came along and applied. I think its cause the training starts at more than he was making as a supervisor!!! He actually called D...

Still hangin and bangin

If I were  sports fan, I would be insane right now. The enthusiasm here for their Royals is second only to  Packeritis!!! We went and saw a couple of houses yesterday. First one is ok, it had 3 bedrooms, 2 bathes, wood floors almost all the way...

This is getting interesting

Things just might be looking up here now. I got the call yesterday, formal invitation to join  the Company that son works for, and I did it my self, my app, my interview, my skills. Thing is this job starts 10/20, as in next monday..son wanted me...

Another day in Paradise

I started a post last night, but it got disappeared when son decided to look for something and wiped it out..gone, guess It just wasnt meant to be... I started to tell about how son got notice they werent renewing his lease. But the reason was me!!...

HI-HO HI-HO..........

They pulled in about 830 last nigh, bout crippled from the ride, thats 7 hrs in a car in each direction. I had supper ready for them, so it was feed them, unpack and throw their stuff in the washer. Would you believe everyone was sleep by 10! I am...

uffda

Today was a long day(but I have done longer, just not here) I had to make up the time I left early last night and went in at 9 this morning and worked straight through til 7pm. All of it on the phone, call after call after call, after call. Who...

Aint life wonderful

I slept till almost 9 this morning..like OMG, I havent done that in a long time. I got myself to work ok, I am good a that, but worked myself into a tizzy and left an hour and a half early, while it was still almost light. I had figured out how to get...