Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, its Monday

The day started ok, sat out on the deck to watch the sun come up, after I had walked the dogs, their little bldders were about to pop.... The other half actualy got up and joined me....he is not a morning person if he can help it...we had the day...

better that yesterday, not as good as tomorrow

Alrighty Elmo, why cant we access your  entry??I tried every which way and its not happening. I was listening to the radio, kind of a talkshow radio junkie here, that com from yrs of having nothing else I was able to do except that(at work). Any...

Lets see how today goes

D just about walked my legs off yestrday. I am ok if I meander at my own speed, but keeping up with someone that has a stride literally twice that of mine is down right tough, and sick or not, he is 25 yrs younger than I am, and it was darn near 100...

I think its Saturday

I hope the ks (FS) card comes today..otherwise I will be driven to eating ramen noodles...ick ick ick. Son is mostly never home,  see him for a short short right before bed, and maybe in the morning before he goes to work, but for right now, his...

Friday mumblings

Kansas, what can I say, other than this isnt the OZ's Kansas. Aint nothing cheap down here, cept for smokes...I have never seen a gal of mik for $6!! I have had a few of my notorious mini meltdowns, I just go and lay down till they pass.  I am...

Sunday , rest day.......or not

Poor Chica, all 3 lbs of her...finally did what she needed to do and by gosh practically had to stand up to get it all out..she sure feels better though, not walking around like she is all hunkered up. Ya, I know, not a tasteful conversation, but when...

The Holidays are done for now

I am finding out as each day passes that Twin 1 isnt as patient as he thinks he is. I have been here now, bout 10 days. I am not even unpacked totally, 90% of what I have is in storage and I dont know where/what the other 10% is. I did manage to find...

Almost the 4th already

1 week here exactly and I slept for the entire nite, because I was just tired, not the ommg I'm gonna crap out kind, just tired.   What a great feeling. I finally got all the rainsoaked and stinky clothes washed/dried. and found my underwear. you know...

and they're off

T pulled in about 10 last nite, completely and totally beat. I know how that feels, one 600 mile drive was enuff for me, couldnt walk right for a day afterwards... That was the  least of things that transpired last nite. The kid went out to...

Is this friday?

ok, I went to bed early cuz of that thing the kid set up this morning, and I was up at 430,530 6 and 630 and just finally stayed up..I knew it was a meet and greet, bogus,  I hadnt filled out any app, I thought it was just to meet the dude annd to let...

total uffda

homesick, um no...just waiting for T to come back, the uhaul ended up costing more and there went the gas money..they billed for insurance, admin charges..tacked on all sorts of incidentals they did. so the boy has to send him some to bring him back,...

Follow the yellow brick road

We made it, we're here in KC....that was one long assed drive. There were things left behind, that must be retrieved, he is on his way back up thre to return the trailer, and is going to pick what we left, like our clothes....the freezer and most...

Sunday ramble

Crunch time....they had no idea how heavy a sewing machine table can be...hahahaha and no the machine is not in it....I "demnded" (it was my mothers) that go along..I have an extreemly old rolltop and my upright freezer in the basement also, that I...

Finally..quiet

After the past couple of days, L cornering us into his tantrum and moving him, assuring him he wasnt totally left behind. T's family going absolutely nasty and turning it int a hate session (but they ARE christians, so they have god to back them up...

A mothers answer to her son's request

: It disturbers me that you have fallen to pressuring you sister to pan handle her  friends and family for money for you.  You have had a lot of chances to save a little here and there for a rainy day and you have not...

getting closer

Puttin in for the turn off with the internet tomorrow, and the power, we are packing like crazy now. Son L has been on a rant with me....wow, he is not a nice person when he does this. I refuse to talk to him when he is like this. He turns it into a...

sigh............but ok

Its getting down to the bottom line, and everyone and everything seems to be getting in our way..wtf. L calls and has a plumbing crisis at the hotel, someone had broken off a pipe inside of a wall on the second floor, we got it shut off and repaired,...

JJ IS OURS..LEGALLY!

There we were, all lined up, T, ME, JJ, L(daddy) and JoJo his GF. 3 SW, the GAL...I still wasnt 100% sure this was going to be the FINAL HEARING...but it was, he is ours, like forever. Its done people, it's done. Now to start the rest of our lives and...

Sunday- last visit with his sibs

Its been a long day. JJ was on a respite, thank the gods, love the little guy, its the politics that have been cramed down our throats that caused us to welcome this weekend. D has been on the phone almost nonstop, most of it is for chitchat, but I...

uffda

I think I should go to bed, voices are rising, L & T are having words, D got mad at me cause I would not jump to conclusions about grandaughter......he saw dark, and I saw a 13 yr old throwing shock value. I talked to her dad (Boppy)..now theres...

...part 3

Thinking back on those times, I think I was ok with it, emotionally. You wouldn't have known it then, but compared to a few things I have experienced over the years, it was a walk in the park. It was just me and He. I had alerted his Ped to his...

FRIDAY

JJ goes for his last respite visit today. We have already talked to the foster families. They are all on board about BM. I've been getting these statements bout how they  (SS) are unable to contact her or make any contact with her...(she gone...

Boppy....part 2

I don't remember if he ever really crawled. I do know at the age of 8 months he could shimmy out of his crib.Actually, one morning after finding him in the kitchen, in the bottom cupboards, I laid there the next morning, with my eyes barely open,...

Boppy...part 1

Does anyone rmember the summer of 74, hotter than hell, all dam summer, I dont think it got under 90 for the entire thing. I was just 21, pregnant, alone. God forbid, you cant embarrass the family by being there and not married...so, I got me a little...