Boppy....part 2

I don't remember if he ever really crawled. I do know at the age of 8 months he could shimmy out of his crib.Actually, one morning after finding him in the kitchen, in the bottom cupboards, I laid there the next morning, with my eyes barely open,...

Boppy...part 1

Does anyone rmember the summer of 74, hotter than hell, all dam summer, I dont think it got under 90 for the entire thing. I was just 21, pregnant, alone. God forbid, you cant embarrass the family by being there and not married...so, I got me a little...

Sunday...update

We got the call that the visit was going to be at the park on the north end of town, so down the road we went, JJ smarming and complaining all the way, laying down and bouncing back up in the backseat . That is NOT allowed in a moving vehicle and he...

sunday

I spent the better part of the week scared spitless my computer was on its way out...I kept getting a code 4 error..He(terry) put my pix on a flash drive so I didnt loose them, but dam, the first time it wouldnt grab any of the drivers, meaning my...

wah.......

I went out to the hotel last night, I think I already said that somewhere...anyway, I happened to overhear Terry talking about me to someone....what I heard was"she will be sitting there just fine, then she gets angry, then she will cry for no reason,...

a 1 and a 2 and a 3

Yesterday we fnally got a notice of a  Court Heating for JJ. (6/16-2:15) Bout effing time. I don't care what the reason was that pushed it into gear, its moving in the right direction for now. Too bad we are still racing against the clock as far as...

Closer

I thiink we are finlly going to get our street back after today. They have about 3 asphalt trucks lined up out ther ready to stop-drop and roll...bout dam time. They took our BLVD tree last fall because of that green bug..It didnt have one, but they...

still uffda---ing

vehicle ins accepted...check radiator in truck........check check for bike in bank..check guy coming for the moped tomorrow....(1980 Indian Moped)....check I believe th S.A. is coming to get the furniture. I offered it to them(tax...

HOME finally, for now........

I talked to twin 2, aka, jj's dad. I was sharing some of the conversations that had gone on with SS, that appearently he hasnt been privy to....and he talked to BM....he tells me she is going to drop the contesting of the gurdisnship, if she gets to...

just chllin

Louie, how would you like a maytag dryer....maybe 5 yrs old...free?and maybe leep, she's  fixed, loves to play, is just about morrises size.....I dont want to turn her over to the pound..I'm afraid they would put her down, and I cant bring her...

latest

last minute ROAD TRIP!!!!!As soon as the car is loaded, we will get her gassed, grab a sammy for 3 and roll for the next 6 hrs....no snow this time, figure we wil be there sometime afyer 10.. later, will jusp back on when we get there. ....kansas...

Hello Inner Bitch- Hello world

The Inner Bitch is awake, pissed and out for blood. Last night Kansas twin calls and was P.O.'d, Like OMG pissed, and when I  found out why, well, it was all it took to have me start a crap storm. I have filed formal grievnces on 2 fronts now, one on...

Decisions...decisions.....hmmmmmm.........

Here I sit, watching the "road crew" out front diligently lean on their shovels, pointing at and discussing various clumps, clots and balls of dirt. I have learned over the past couple of weeks, that pretty much everything is computerized, they even...

2nite

Just thought I would actually give the reason for the various names included in the email I wrote and sent off tonight. To our illustrious Senator Shilling. For those of you that got one, No I am not nutz, but being driven to it. I'm not so much as...

And I still think they are assholes

ya, I guess this is going to be all  about me and my loss of confidence, withdrawal. I am beginning to come out of the god awful funk I have been dealing with while fighting for my life and failing miserably. I got rid of the sad, got ahold of the...

so

At the advice of a gentle friend, I went old school on one of the issues that pop up like a bad penny in my life. I dont know if it will have any impact or follow through, but I put it out there. I did a "crimestoppers" tip....and I want to be able to...

barely hangin, but still kickin

I had my exit interview tonight...no more job. I ended up going out 4 hours early, very fragile, finally breaking down completely. The final call I took was from a father that was trying to suspend his sons phone and couldnt, cause he already had it...

and so....

With this being my almost last week at the job, I have decided not to be the molly-coddling, smile no matter what the "outraged" customer, thinking they are entitled to credits surpassing their bills, you are the company representative, so I am going...

workin it

I spent 3 days in "meltdown" where everything felt like a personal attack at some level. I dealt with SS on an up close and personal , having decided after last Friday, NOT to comply with any of the forced visitations, and informed them of exactly...