Hello Inner Bitch- Hello world

The Inner Bitch is awake, pissed and out for blood. Last night Kansas twin calls and was P.O.'d, Like OMG pissed, and when I  found out why, well, it was all it took to have me start a crap storm. I have filed formal grievnces on 2 fronts now, one on...

Decisions...decisions.....hmmmmmm.........

Here I sit, watching the "road crew" out front diligently lean on their shovels, pointing at and discussing various clumps, clots and balls of dirt. I have learned over the past couple of weeks, that pretty much everything is computerized, they even...

2nite

Just thought I would actually give the reason for the various names included in the email I wrote and sent off tonight. To our illustrious Senator Shilling. For those of you that got one, No I am not nutz, but being driven to it. I'm not so much as...

And I still think they are assholes

ya, I guess this is going to be all  about me and my loss of confidence, withdrawal. I am beginning to come out of the god awful funk I have been dealing with while fighting for my life and failing miserably. I got rid of the sad, got ahold of the...

so

At the advice of a gentle friend, I went old school on one of the issues that pop up like a bad penny in my life. I dont know if it will have any impact or follow through, but I put it out there. I did a "crimestoppers" tip....and I want to be able to...

barely hangin, but still kickin

I had my exit interview tonight...no more job. I ended up going out 4 hours early, very fragile, finally breaking down completely. The final call I took was from a father that was trying to suspend his sons phone and couldnt, cause he already had it...

and so....

With this being my almost last week at the job, I have decided not to be the molly-coddling, smile no matter what the "outraged" customer, thinking they are entitled to credits surpassing their bills, you are the company representative, so I am going...

workin it

I spent 3 days in "meltdown" where everything felt like a personal attack at some level. I dealt with SS on an up close and personal , having decided after last Friday, NOT to comply with any of the forced visitations, and informed them of exactly...

Next

I accepted an offer, less than what I wanted, but I am exhausted beyond belief. All it will do is pay off what I owe and thats about it. now I will go through the giving notice to the job.....but I will give that just a few dys, the offer hsnt even...

Stupidity

So, I had this woman looking at the house, seemed fairly interested, plus the fact I had dropped the original price by 20K..., remember, this house is completly rehabbed, up to code electrical, plumbing, new chimney, roof, windows. Seamless steel...

baked,wet, froze, all in one trip

I had an entry yesterday b4 we left, just to let it be known we were on the road, and it disappeared into somewhere...I dont want to go through yesterday again for any amount. We were about a mile, give or take a block from the Overland Park Shooting....

KC for the weekend

We hit the road yesterday morning and got here in KC about suppertime.  What is going on with twin 1 is PAD tht is mottling his feets and he already cant feel them ,now its visible and there are some treatment options he has to go over with his DR..It...

MEH

Shame on me...I had a meltdown at work last night...its been getting cranky there, got a new GM and  a whole new set of politics... I still got the crud, break out in coughing fits that make me sound like I am about to drown and dam near wet my...

Ornery old lady

Now they got valerie bertinelli telling women we shouldnt be ashamed of weight gain...bfd. I figure no one lives my life but me, I have alwas been "fluffy", hell, lts say it how it is...fat. I'm not Hollywood or a Society Brat. but there it is, in the...

I think I will live

OMG, I slept a bit over 14 hrs straight, got up long enough for T to call me off from work. For those that know me, I dont do that(call off)...ever..... I picked up the call center crud about a week ago, the one where it isnt a cold or allergy, but...

Days off

What a day, got home last night befor 1230.....amazing, , I usually get  a call right before my shift is done and end up sitting through the call, no  biggy, I get paid for it, but it makes for a long day.... I knew I had a whole lot to do today,...

thinkin

I've learned through listening and reading over the past few years that the Universe doesnt like the scales out of balance. Although it might seem like I am teetering on the edge, I think it is my own obstinace that I am dealing with. I go to work and...

yup, nothing changes does it?

Back in January, when we went down to get the car.....Bella, my little gold chihuahua was in heat. No biggy, the only male in the house is Buddy, an ancient Pom..with only 1 nard, the other never dropped, and the vet had said he wouldnt be able to...

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A note to the recent discussions, I have contacted the powers that be a couple of monthes ago and they are aware of what is going on. I do believe the SW here are being observed from afar,,So it isnt anything new, been one step ahead of ya, I do...

sigh...................

After going through the last court and realizing it was just another nothing.....BM was in jail on a comtempt warrant for nonsupport and find she is released after the latest hearing by another judge(due to over crowding and was released from the...