good lord...she's got a gun

I have had myself so upset about going armed at work I think I have made myself sick. I get all kinds of encouragement, but not always the right kind. Being told I am too thinskinned, get over it...that kind of encouragement, just doesnt do it for me....

2nd interview

So...the Mr. had his second interview...He seemed fairly upbeat about it....the interviewer didnt tell him no, only that he would be getting a call....lordy, this job thing is nerve wracking and it isnt even me having to do it, well yet anyway. I...

there I am...

those two guys in the picture are my "little guys" the one in the white hat is the one that is sick. see how his face is so round, that is what I believe the call"moon-phase" side effect of the amount of steroids he has to take to keep his disease at...

Second Interview for the Mr.

Oh thank god, he had an interview and has been called back for a second.....seems they want to test his literacy and retention.(cause he's older...he just turned 50) what the hell is that all about?what do they think, your braincells shut down before...

still a mom

I have been wrestling with writing about an issue I am dealing with.  It is my belief that no parent should have to outlive their child, and age is but a number, once a child, always a child, to the parent. I ws 25 when I had my twins..(they) were...

Write here, or write in secret?

I guess I do both. Right now I need both. Day before yeasterday, I was working on a few things here and the dogs go off, nothing new in that, but this was a furious,"someone is coming in here bark" ,scuse me....barksssss. It was the Mr.  He informs...

Every day I learn something new, sort of

Atleast I hope I do. Atleast if it sounds new, I blink, trying to register it in my memory......ya, I think I still have on of those. You would think after a lifetime of being told to watch my mouth, shut up, change your atitude, myob, I wouldnt...

still thinking, perhaps stfu isnt such a bad idea

I have been reading a few of the blogs, dam, a lot of eating disorders out there, and very young girls trying to starve themselves to please WHO? When I was a teen, a long long time ago, I did the pruge thing, hell, I could even get diet pills, was...

STFU

Busted....caught the rumor mill cranking up last night at work and stopped it in its tracks...a coworker comes out and say "did u hear the latest" and proceeded to bleat about the same issues that have been rearing their ugly little heads, except...

does anyone but god have the right to judge you

Ifound myself offended over a statement that was made to "us"...out of the blue, from outerspace or where ever it came from, it bothered the heck out of me. during a simple update hi mom call from hubby to his mom, letting her know Ething was...