Saturday do-da's

The mister is being very contrary. I think it is because they dont tell him what they are doing. They brought a nephrologist into the mix, he is running his own battery of tests and not explaining what he is doing. They are doing levels on him to see...

Still maintaining

Other half is still in the hospital.....it is a whole lot worse than we all thought or knew, throw in kidneys that are trying to have issues, along with the liver failure. I have been told he will probably go into a SNF when they release him. His care...

worthless in Douglas

We finally got him in and convinced to stay. He is so so so sick. he is more out of his mind than present. He is demanding, and angry. They tell me that is part of the illness andhaving his balances out of wack for so long. they dont know how much...

hangingon for dear life

LBL, was taken back to Phoenix where he said he would readmit..He is so confused, and I am not going to go  through this past week again, not for anything or anybody. I know he is sick, terribly sick, but I can only do so much, the family can only do...

LBL...continues

It was hard today. I could see that the levels were increasing, by watching his behaviors. AND, he cant even control his body functions now. He is peeing/soiling his pants before he can get to a bathroom. Its urge and immediate, as in right effing...

little boy lost

After this past week, I have been gathering and putting more puzzle pieces regarding other half. Dam, I wish I couldve been there for him when he was much younger. I have to wonder if he wouldve been different had circumstances been different. I had...

Finally

After much of the past month, they released him today after they got most of the fluid out of him., should pull in sometime after midnight. I hate to say it, but it has been quieter with him coralled.  Atleast I have been sleeping more than 3-4...