and they're off

T pulled in about 10 last nite, completely and totally beat. I know how that feels, one 600 mile drive was enuff for me, couldnt walk right for a day afterwards... That was the  least of things that transpired last nite. The kid went out to...

Is this friday?

ok, I went to bed early cuz of that thing the kid set up this morning, and I was up at 430,530 6 and 630 and just finally stayed up..I knew it was a meet and greet, bogus,  I hadnt filled out any app, I thought it was just to meet the dude annd to let...

total uffda

homesick, um no...just waiting for T to come back, the uhaul ended up costing more and there went the gas money..they billed for insurance, admin charges..tacked on all sorts of incidentals they did. so the boy has to send him some to bring him back,...

Follow the yellow brick road

We made it, we're here in KC....that was one long assed drive. There were things left behind, that must be retrieved, he is on his way back up thre to return the trailer, and is going to pick what we left, like our clothes....the freezer and most...

Sunday ramble

Crunch time....they had no idea how heavy a sewing machine table can be...hahahaha and no the machine is not in it....I "demnded" (it was my mothers) that go along..I have an extreemly old rolltop and my upright freezer in the basement also, that I...

Finally..quiet

After the past couple of days, L cornering us into his tantrum and moving him, assuring him he wasnt totally left behind. T's family going absolutely nasty and turning it int a hate session (but they ARE christians, so they have god to back them up...

A mothers answer to her son's request

: It disturbers me that you have fallen to pressuring you sister to pan handle her  friends and family for money for you.  You have had a lot of chances to save a little here and there for a rainy day and you have not...

getting closer

Puttin in for the turn off with the internet tomorrow, and the power, we are packing like crazy now. Son L has been on a rant with me....wow, he is not a nice person when he does this. I refuse to talk to him when he is like this. He turns it into a...

sigh............but ok

Its getting down to the bottom line, and everyone and everything seems to be getting in our way..wtf. L calls and has a plumbing crisis at the hotel, someone had broken off a pipe inside of a wall on the second floor, we got it shut off and repaired,...

JJ IS OURS..LEGALLY!

There we were, all lined up, T, ME, JJ, L(daddy) and JoJo his GF. 3 SW, the GAL...I still wasnt 100% sure this was going to be the FINAL HEARING...but it was, he is ours, like forever. Its done people, it's done. Now to start the rest of our lives and...

Sunday- last visit with his sibs

Its been a long day. JJ was on a respite, thank the gods, love the little guy, its the politics that have been cramed down our throats that caused us to welcome this weekend. D has been on the phone almost nonstop, most of it is for chitchat, but I...

uffda

I think I should go to bed, voices are rising, L & T are having words, D got mad at me cause I would not jump to conclusions about grandaughter......he saw dark, and I saw a 13 yr old throwing shock value. I talked to her dad (Boppy)..now theres...

...part 3

Thinking back on those times, I think I was ok with it, emotionally. You wouldn't have known it then, but compared to a few things I have experienced over the years, it was a walk in the park. It was just me and He. I had alerted his Ped to his...

FRIDAY

JJ goes for his last respite visit today. We have already talked to the foster families. They are all on board about BM. I've been getting these statements bout how they  (SS) are unable to contact her or make any contact with her...(she gone...

Boppy....part 2

I don't remember if he ever really crawled. I do know at the age of 8 months he could shimmy out of his crib.Actually, one morning after finding him in the kitchen, in the bottom cupboards, I laid there the next morning, with my eyes barely open,...

Boppy...part 1

Does anyone rmember the summer of 74, hotter than hell, all dam summer, I dont think it got under 90 for the entire thing. I was just 21, pregnant, alone. God forbid, you cant embarrass the family by being there and not married...so, I got me a little...

Sunday...update

We got the call that the visit was going to be at the park on the north end of town, so down the road we went, JJ smarming and complaining all the way, laying down and bouncing back up in the backseat . That is NOT allowed in a moving vehicle and he...

sunday

I spent the better part of the week scared spitless my computer was on its way out...I kept getting a code 4 error..He(terry) put my pix on a flash drive so I didnt loose them, but dam, the first time it wouldnt grab any of the drivers, meaning my...

wah.......

I went out to the hotel last night, I think I already said that somewhere...anyway, I happened to overhear Terry talking about me to someone....what I heard was"she will be sitting there just fine, then she gets angry, then she will cry for no reason,...

a 1 and a 2 and a 3

Yesterday we fnally got a notice of a  Court Heating for JJ. (6/16-2:15) Bout effing time. I don't care what the reason was that pushed it into gear, its moving in the right direction for now. Too bad we are still racing against the clock as far as...