I just cant sit here doing nothing. I get up in the morning, look at the house and just sit down and put my head down. My ambition seems to be waning, my incentive...same. I wat until it is time to go back to bed, thats what I look for. When I am asleep I dont think, or atleast I dont remember. T hit 400, and that is literally overnight, he cant walk, he can barely stand. He went into ER yet again last night and today he is back in the hospital. I talked to him earlier and sounds so weak, so like giving up. He was holding on to being better, but it isnt working that way.
I decided to start a letter writing campaign. I have started reaching out politically, from state reps to the Prez himself. Do I believe any of this will be read. I dont, but I can hope cant I? the say the squeaky wheel gets the grease, so why the hell not.
I even wrote a congressman from my original state., told him I had never surrendered my WI DL, so did that still count me as a constituent? and spilled all the info and past year of living in what is supposed to be a retirees paradise.....ya right. Perhaps if it didnt include children.
T hasnt called since this morning, I suppose he will tomorrow, I hope. He mother said she was having a car brought here, an older Merc, I dont care if its a horse and buggy, but I will believe it when I see it. Like I aint holding my breath. I am not really tired yet, its a little warm yet, just waiting for the house to kool downits 66, kool enough to sleep maybe, I can always turn the fan on.
I think maybe I will go read for bit.