Here we go again

I thought we were doing pretty good there for a few days. It was 9 days without any crisis landing on us...then Bang, this morning T did a crash and Burn. I have seen it enough to see it coming now and managed to get him into the car(vs an ambulance) by telling him I wanted to go for a ride, he was going down fast, and by fast, I mean minute by minute. He got up early and made himself a bowl of oatmeal, sat with me and had a cuppa. in about an hour he was doing the wandering and flapping his hands, and I knew what was coming. I tried to get him to lay down and he kept telling me to leave him the hell alone and rolling his eyes back and I knew right there it was bad. Actually when he wouldnt land anywhere I got the fear and pushed for the ride. It was to get him in the car if I could to get him to the ER......

It is only 10 blocks from here, and by god he was completely incoherent by the time we got there, got  him in a room and he was unable to swallow or speak or answer, and then he was incontinent...lord god almighty. This all happen in the space of 10-15 minutes from here to there... 

I know its not good to think in negatives, but I am scared shitless that one of these times is going to be the last time. How much is he going to be able to take before his body decides no more.

Even the Dr said there seems to be a lack of communication going on here. Ya think????

He was so excited because he was finally going to be able to see the liver specialist next week, he honestly had good feeling about it.....looks like that is going to be on hold for a bit doesnt it.

Have a good Memorial Weekend folks, I am going to travel up to see him and hope he knows who I am.

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Comments (2)

  1. Bettymom

    What a helluva mess, my dear. You are so brave! I hope he does know who you are.

    May 28, 2017
  2. elmo194855

    I stand in awe of your superpowers. It’s amazing how quickly he went south. Just pray, Momma … and breathe. And is it a lack of communication? Or is it an abdication of responsibility? Granted, I’m not there and don’t know everything that’s going on, but the situation sure smells bad to me. Again, prayers and good thoughts are coming your way. Love you, girl!

    May 29, 2017